dear pastor
It has been a almost three years since I left your “fellowship” in California. I know how you would respond if you were to get this letter because I was with you one day that you saw a letter from former disaffected members, you dismissed what they had to say, because according to you it was years ago and they should just get over it. Despite that incident I didn’t quite get it.
I didn’t get that although you talked about relationship, authenticity, mentoring, and discovering one’s destiny, t he bottom line was always the same though, join your church, serve your vision, build your empire. I was a leader, a teacher, or so you said, because I never got to teach much, although I did lots of teaching administration. Then there was the day that you said that if we talked to people about their destinies that then they would be motivated to join up, to swell the ranks of the G12 program, the “divine” pyramid scheme. That is when I started to realise, that is exactl what you had done with me, you told me that you wanted to be my mentor but what you got was free labour for the pyramid scheme. Maybe you genuinely believe that the best thing for any believer is to build your vision. Maybe you don’t mean to decieve and exploit. So lets assume for a moment that that is true. Well in that case you lack insight into your own motives and actions to such an extent that you really aren’t fit to disciple anyone. It is not an issue of punishment or pay back, its just a simple matter that you are so blind that you should not lead.